Monday, July 19, 2010

i'm drowning

this summer
everyone around me seems so bent on changing me
i'm surrounded by the whole world and still i feel so alone
i grope in the dark trying to find some directions
everyone seems to know how exactly i should live my life
everyone has that memo but me
i'm drowning in a very dark sea and everyone is watching me drown.
i had lunch with him last night
i talked, he listened
'you'll be fine', he said
why dont i believe that?
ive hit an all time, record-breaking low.
every night i waste in tears
but i'm strong
so every morning, i dust off my smile and put it back on
because i need to survive.

currently listening to: enya:only time.


Mwajim Al said...

Its okay to feel that way every once in a while... yet, those days go away as though they never happened in the fist place... do what you need to do to find your peace of mind, and through it all never forget that God loves you ooo. :)
Good luck :)

Blowing Blessings Your Way said...

I agree with Mwajim...just go thru the motions and allow it all to take its course swiftly...just remember that it's only temporary...

Myne Whitman said...

You have to believe that it will be fine. Hold on to faith. HUGS.

Miss Natural said...

change you for the better or worse? Chin up leggy and be strong. God's grace will bring you through whatever emotion and pain you feel now. Huggs!

Nice Anon said...

Sunshine after rain. It is well Leggy

Nutty J. said...

It is well ooooooooo

doll said...

this too shall pass

SHE said...

You have to keep being strong. It is only a matter of time.

~Sirius~ said...



I wish I could tell you what to do to help........a lot of alone time? doing things you love to do or have always wanted to do for yourself (not what others expect you to do)

Get lost in books(if you read) shows(reruns)

Reflect and see that, even though things look gloomy, they could have been much worse.............*sigh*

you will be fine sweetie.


Barefeet said...

i guess we all have those moments funny thing is wen u come out of it and think so thats y i went thru the million tears...all of that so i can be here...thats wen the beauty unfolds

Tye said...

I'll say a prayer for you. You'll be fine, I promise...but "Only Time", really? Not helpful at all! Listen to "Not Afraid" or "Fireflies" or something, and be happy :DDDD